Okay no, I lied. There is something bothering me. I’m a little insecure not because I want but because of what happened. I read the tweet you were going to post. I’m sorry that it’s been like this. I’m sorry I’m insecure because of you. I’m sorry I’m not bringing you happiness. I’m sorry I’m the person I am today. I’m sorry for always seeming to have an issue or problem with us. I’m just wanting everything to be okay and for there not to have a problem. I understand there will always be something. I can’t change that. What I do hope to change is what’s going on now. I’m sorry I don’t like going out as much as you do. I’m sorry about bringing out the past in some way or another recently. I’m sorry things don’t make sense. I’m sorry for believing that once you have a relationship with someone, you back away from things that’s not suitable for people who are not single. That does not mean leaving your friends. You can have all the friends in the world if you wanted to. You just don’t do everything your friends want too. Be your own self. Don’t let people around you dictate what you do and how you do it. I’m sorry I’ve gone through your phone a couple times. Including this morning. I’m sorry for that. I’m sorry for not wanting to go to gay days. That fits in places you don’t go when you have a relationship. I’m sorry you don’t agree with me. I’m sorry we are so different. I’m sorry that I don’t agree with most gay views. I’m not into promiscuity. Sure I’ve had a fair share but nothing like other people. I’m sorry I’m not okay with some of the people you hang out with. I don’t like how you didn’t even tell your friends what you told me that we were going to gay days for just one day. No, you didn’t say anything but that just helped them make plans because they assumed you were going for the whole thing. I’ve told you before, I don’t like things like that. As much as I would not like for this happen I would prefer you go by yourself. I know that I won’t have a good time there. And well, you’ve accepted the plans already. I’m sorry for being me. What I’m not sorry for is feeling the way I do. I’m human, I have feelings, I have opinions, and I have morals. I will not lower myself to what the gay society is today. I messed up before too, I understand. I’m sorry for that.